Do you ever have those days where it feels like everything just hits you all at once? After the last 24 hours I feel like I've been run over by a dump truck and I'm pretty sure it's getting ready to back over me again....
I'm not gonna lie...I'm stressed about what's going on with my dad. For one, this is my dad...I'm a proud daddy's girl and as silly as it sounds he's always been invincible in my eyes. Even with his heart attack before, he recovered quickly. But knowing there's the possibility that he might not be able to walk freaks me out. I know that he'll most likely end up being fine ,but he's my dad....I'm just praying for this whole situation.
On top of this, there's a friend of mine who's going through a very difficult situation and is not making the best of decisions right now. I hurt for her because I know she's in so much pain...I feel completely helpless to do anything and that makes it hurt even more.
Lastly, I got the phone call today that I've been dreading for a while now. My professor from undergrad who's been missing since January was found today; they found his body in northern Michigan in what looks like an apparent suicide. I hurt for his family, I hurt for everyone who knew him, and regardless of what issues I may have ever had with him, I hurt too because this is a big loss. Regardless of who anyone is, what's gone on, what history is there, this is just not the way you want things to end for anyone.
Today was a grey, rainy day and it felt like it fit pretty well...I have this knawing feeling that there's more around the corner, but I don't even want to think about that right now.
If you think of it, I and everyone involved in each of these situations could use your prayers right about now....Thanks friends.
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